What your concerned about for the future
My concern is honestly just my friends forgetting my once we've all finally graduated. Although I'm not really the type to go out and get invited to things I'd like to at least see them face to face and maybe have a cup of coffee.
I can make friends easily through my funny jokes and laid-back talks but I'm afraid that it might not be enough someday. I feel like people are going to tell me to "Grow up," and "Stop being so childish" as if it's supposed to make me realize that I need to 'act like an adult'. I'm still young but I honestly don't get why when we're grownups we have to say goodbye to our childhoods and become cold and forget our once childhood happiness and work so much.
Kids have such big imaginations sometimes, being able to imagine the floor is lava and parkour from the chairs to a sofa or pretend they're witches/wizards or something. I really admire how kids are so oblivious to the real world and I don't think it's such a bad thing to just go out and have fun just one more time...
That one day I'll find someone I'm willing to die for and become attached only for them to leave me for someone better than my anxious ass.
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25 06,2020