so i'm a huge bl fan, i read yaoi mangas and i freaking love them but for some reason seeing homosexuals in reality just makes me feel homophobic....i wonder why like, the bl animations, manhwas I like the very much i squeal, or run or kick my pillow whenever there's a cute scene. But If saw something like that in rl i dont have the same feeling...Is something wrong with me(I think so)I'm not hating its just not the same feeling. I'm so concerned about myself...
hey u sound like you need a lot of therapy is that accessible? you need to separate reality and fiction and stop treating gay people like they're some whimsical sex commodity made for your fetishisation cuz it's not cute !!! reply
