What's the only thing that's keeping you going?
the only thing that keeps me going is the belief that god has a plan for me. like im just continuing this life to see what he has in store for me because i just cant accept the fact that ive been living like this for more than a decade and it's going to keep being like this. there has to be a reason why my family hates my guts or why no one shares any affection w me or why everybody in the world just has to be so cruel to me. it's literally so embarrassing seeking comfort from people on sites like this or having to always reach out and apologize for things i havent done like it kills me
omg if being able to adjust my volume to the max and having earphones didnt exist then i might aswell be dead by now bc its literally the only thing that blurs everything from reality and makes me forget everything, i loveee music so much i literally cant go by my day without it
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Go kys then
If it bugs u so much that u have to seek help on a yaoi site then just pay for a therapist or end ur life, its not like anyone really wants u to keep going bro im just being real with u
Think ab it for a moment bc whos family just suddenly hates them w their guts?? U probably did something wrong to them, get out of that victim mindset and face reality dude
Girl why are you using your alt to hate on yourself tf… be so fr rn…
Pookie you should probably re make this into a question so it gets more reply’s and interaction!
And actually, there is no reason for why your family hates your guts or why no one shares any affection with you or why everybody in the world just has to be so cruel to you besides that people are horrible!! Any good thing in your life that happens to you is all you! Not god, not any other deity, if you become happy, it’s because of you and the work you put in to have that happiness. Not to say you’re not putting in enough work, lots of people in this world are unlucky and have lives just like yours or even worse! But yours and any other persons shitty life is cause of other people! People made the world the horrible place you know and hate today, you and so many other people are just a victim of humanity’s greed and hatred, so no need to feel bad, just hate others! :3