i fucked up

i got hungry and felt like making something sweet, but im like the last person you'd want to see in the kitchen.. so i decided to make something simple and easy and that is a cookie in a mug. it sounded easy and it def is but idk what happened guys... I got the ingredients ready, did not have vanilla extract so i used honey, no eggs so i used baking powder and no chocolate chip cookies so i used cocoa powder (ik im broke), i did exactly as the recipe said but then my clumsy ahh dropped the WHOLE brown sugar bag and i had to use only white sugar, when i microwaved the butter i burned my hand and When i got to the final part aka adding flour, it was placed next to a sus looking plastic bag w 'flour-looking' powder, so i thought maybe it was flour just in a diff bag and i didnt wanna use the new one to save, but guess what that sus thing i used was fucking SEMOLINA, and my mug looked messed up... i microwaved the mug hoping it would taste the same and look a bit better, but no.. it looked like a busted up cake and tastes like shit. I still never gave up, i made some chocolate sauce to make it taste sweet, at least... THEN I DROPPED THE MUG AND THE UGLY ASS CAKE WAS ALL OVER THE FLOOR N IM NO LONGER HUNGRY I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF.