pls help

i just started reading i love amy, someone who's read the whole thing, pls tell me it gets better and it's not this dark throughout. i started reading because i thought the art style looked cute and someone rec'd it on twitter as good yuri, i didn't know it was gonna be this harrowing. if it's like this throughout I'll consider dropping it
(no spoilers pls, just tell me if it gets better and fluffier. I'm on chapter 23 rn)