Im a pussy but im glad it saved me
So i wanted to hang myself. I had the chair the knowledge of tying the rope (+ owning it)and how to hang it. However i was scared if i fail id have to explain the mark on my neck ir the thud on the floor. If i succeed my family would be traumatised abd even though im traumatised by my parents. I dont want my brithers to find their sister' dead. So i 'pussied' out if it.
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that’s actually how most suicide attempts go—not speaking for you, but suicidal ideation is a type of fantasy of escape from reality that is never meant to be realized. this is why the usa is one of the only countries where male suicide rates are higher than female (60:40 vs typical 50:50)—on average american men have more ready access to firearms, which offers a quicker and more permanent method of suicide. thankfully most people are pussies and give up on suicide in the planning process (or at least during it).
Im glad for pussying out my life is 100 times better. Even if im only at see level
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