Suicide. I'm just constantly thinking about it, researching about it. Any time I'm in a high location, do I jump? Any time I'm by a body of water, do I drown? Any time I see a bunch of pills, do I overdose? When I see a good rope, do I hang? Bruh. Idk when this hyperfixation gonna go away (I'm not suicidal. Dying, ceasing to exist, is just extreme......
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