Talking Abt them cause I'm hurting

I wanna love you and take all your pain away... Watching you hurt so much makes me wanna cry... I wish I could help you stop hurting and it hurts that I can't I hate that smb who doesn't even know how much they're hurting you won't leave you tf alone with their slick shitty comments... I wish they'd just leave you alone and let it go... I wish they knew what you were doing but I feel hopeless like them knowing wouldn't change anything they'd still bother you... It almost feels like they want you to hurt or disappear and I hate them more oland more for it... I feel disgusted in myself for ever liking such horrible people