honestly can't wait to prove i'm not suicidal for attention when i actually fucking do it.
the plan:
at age 21, October 8th my childhood best friend's birthday, he plans to come back home and we plan to have a big fucking pity party and get drunk we're gonna OD and commit double suicide i will ONLY be texting close friends and relatives so no i will not be saying goodbye to mgg because why tf would i? literally nb on here gives 2 fucks about me and anyone who says they do is a fucking liar like the people who say they care only care about one person.
why i post about it:
only one person on here has my discord so they should know already and it's because i'm FUCKING EAGAR AND DESPERATE TO FUCKING OFF MYSELF i believe in manifestation and if i keep saying my wishes they WILL come true hj sent me a gc to try and help me make community and get better but i decided not to go to pursue the plan which is make as little friends as possible so that i hurts less people but i'm VERY happy and excited with my decision to finally pursue peace and i can't wait for october to prove anyone who believed i just wanted attention or i was joking wrong
lastly i might make a few more lighthearted posts just to bury this one but i AM actively trying to post less so i might not
to anyone who ever claimed they cared about me on here literally no need to lie like just say what it is, yall have other people you love and want to protect and maybe that "other person" is just yourself but i'm not a puppet who could be played around with FOR ANYONE, i respect the hustle but i have less than a year left to be apart of that and i want my days to be full of happiness not misery so... just be honest so i can stay away... there's no reason to be manipulative like genuinely i don't get niggas who lie? like what for?
here's a random photo cause i wanna leave on a somewhat good note
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