Being an avoidant person is not for the weak

Whenever humans don't like something, the best some could do is to avoid.

I have seen various videos saying that an avoidant person isn't suited for love. An avoidant person is not suited for close connections as they're scared of vulnerability. Being with an avoidant person can be draining because of its setted distance.

I have been wondering that concept for some time now. In my case, I avoid the people I know whenever I feel like I'm being restricted. I don't like people clinging to me and I don't like getting treated with kindness. It sounds edgy, sure. But I think I'm getting worse. It might only be a span of time until the people around me leave me because they can't understand me.

However, it's often forgotten that humans also avoid in order to protect themselves.

I was vulnerable once. And that was a big mistake. I didn't like being open and being seen as weak, so I avoid people. Explaining this has always been kind of difficult.

Avoiding people doesn't necessarily mean hate, it might just mean that I want to be alone or my way of restraining my own self from the life I desire.