So weird
When ppl stick up for me my self sabotaging behaviors kick in like I wanna be like "stop wtf I'm okay" idk if it's because I wanna push people away or if it's because I feel like someone is taking my voice and using it for me
Edit: should I be more grateful when people stick up for me
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Seems like automatic response u have for ppl. In other words a bad habit u shud practice stopping then? Either that or it just so happens that whenever other ppl involve thmselves in ur business, u just dont hv the energy to deal with n accomodate ppl tryna be a part of ur drama
Yea I was wondering about it because I when I'm suicidal and people try to make me happy I tend to only focus on the bad and push people away they'll just get tired of me and leave me alone I was wondering if I was doing something similar