me and my friend plan to commit double suicide on our 21st cause we can't deal with this life shit i plan to give my bird to my other best friend and end it all
maybe i'll post all my art and things i've created to my instagram before i go and tel everyone i love them
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pls don’t do it. i also was going to commit and i didn’t because ultimately my family stopped me. I still don’t want to live but at least take the day just a few steps at a time. i can’t tell you that’ll it get better bc for me it hasn’t but you might find something that you’ll look forward to like going to a concert or hanging out with friends and just simply doing hobbies that you love. seeing my mom die hasn’t stopped me from being suicidal i struggle everyday but it has made me at least try to live the next day.
i mean i do have happy times but i find it hard to enjoy them win the bad comes along
dude no dont do it i wont give too the "itll be better" but you have to see your fave manhwas end first too but on a very srs note i hope it actually gets better for you bevause you deserve to have that kindness and love and happiness
thanks but i don't think so... i have no friends my family is a wreck and i have no purpose my birthday is in fall so i have time to think but i think i'll just always feel this way
Look, I've been in your shoes, multiple times. I would be lying if I said it will get better because life is unpredictable and there are ups and downs. The easy choice is to die and if that's what you really want to do, there's nothing anyone, let alone an Internet stranger, can do or say to change that. But in my personal experience, someone who really wanted to die would never post about it. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I'm 23 and have seen my friends, family members, and myself go through this and we've gotten stronger. Life sucks sometimes but it's also worth living, even just for the small things.
i just had so much good stuff happen and now i feel like the world is crumbling again... plus i feel like i have no purpose like life is so useless to me i just wake up everyday thinking what's the point
That's happened to me too. I've had periods where a bunch of good things happened only to have life kick me in the butt. Unfortunately, that's just how it is sometimes. It's not fair and it's not fun but you survive and you grow. You may feel like you have no purpose now but you will. Make a purpose for yourself, make a goal. It doesn't have to be grand or life changing, just something small that will make a path forward. My purpose: to surround myself with things that make me happy and to keep going, even when life is tough. I collect manga, figures, and other small trinkets and when I feel like the world is crumbling around me, I look at them and I feel better. Your purpose could be to travel, to collect things, to try different cuisines, it doesn't have to be becoming a doctor or changing the world. Just making your world a little bit better with a reasonable goal
I also wanted too last year until my dad died. And the indescriptible pain i felt made me realize i never want to cause that kind of pain to anyone. If you still have some family or friends or anyone who knows you and ever smiled at you stay for them. Killing yourself ain't worth it. And it is killing someone still. you don't know what await on the other side for people who take lives even their own. I don't know you or your friend but ill pray for you tonight until your 21st birthday. When is your birthday? Bless you
i'll think about it... it's September 29th it's not close
dont do it
ur friend is gonna betray u
if he doesn't do it i won't i can't function without companionship
Hey dude idk you and I won’t give you Bs “it’s gonna get better” cause I’m sure that’s not what you’re looking for but technically the worlds gonna end soon so why not just wait ?
we only plan to do it if things don't get better and it'll be around the fall so it's not soon so i guess if i'm here i'm here if not oh well nb will miss me literally i say that with certainty
I won’t lie I also wanted to die super badly and I also dont have anyone who’d miss me (not to vent to you ) and I was so close to doing it jumping off. The only reason I didn’t is because I didn’t wanna leave on a cliffhanger. Even if it was/is super shit I would miss eating my favorite food. I would miss waiting for new chapters of my favorite story. I would miss watching movies alone and I would miss traveling the world as I always wanted to
The point is i will never know you and I will never tell you any lies of how better it can be but I do know for certain killing yourself wont solve much. Sure it’ll stop the pain but your life is like a movie per say you watch movies knowing it’ll end, your life will end. That is the destiny we all are to face the moment we are born. So why not wait ? Hell what if you do kill yourself but would you know if it would be better a year later ? 2 years ? What if you give yourself more time, a chance to see the end to it fully not by your own hands.
i guess i could give it a bit more thought but i'm not staying past 40 i think i couldn't stand getting old and wrinkly