It's disgusting, if I could I would have stopped myself

I indeed was a cheater, and also have been on the receiving end of cheating. It is not a good thing, and I do still have habits from when I was cheating. Obviously, it does not feel good from the receiving end, and the only reason why people cheat is one of two reasons
#1: to get over someone else
#2: to feel powerful, to feel better about themselves.
I have been getting better slowly and been in more healthy relationships, I've been working on myself and have quited lot's of my habits years ago. If I could I would go back and stop myself, or even apologize for my actions. As well as being on the receiving end, it feels horrible, no one deserves it. Please never, ever, cheat on someone, it can honestly destroy them and their romantic relationships.