I was 9 or 10 years old when i felt that dying was the only thing that will let me go be at peace. 20 years have passed, i have a wife and children, i have things I'm passionate about but it's still there, I still want to die. Every single day I still want to die. I don't know why I'm feeling this way or why o want it so much.
i started feeling that way when i was 17. im 32 now and still feeling it stronger than ever. im still alive obviously but wanna die so bad im just too scared cos idk how to die painlessly if that's even possible lol reply
