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I was 9 or 10 years old when i felt that dying was the only thing that will let me go be at peace. 20 years have passed, i have a wife and children, i have things I'm passionate about but it's still there, I still want to die. Every single day I still want to die.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way or why o want it so much.

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Eiguessidek 13 02,2025

go to a therapist or mental health professional reply

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whatevermans 13 02,2025

you want to die because something terrible happened to you. it's not your fault. you are not broken. it's ok that you want to die, it's not wrong. you are not wrong. seek therapy. there are good therapists out there. just be willing to go through it instead of proving something, like "no one can help me". you can be helped and you are worthy of it reply

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No one important:) 13 02,2025

Please don’t die. I used to be just like you and wanted to die, but think about what would happen and what you would leave behind if you pass away. You may feel like people don’t care about you, but I’m sure at least one person will be upset if you leave (I for one will). I think you need to talk to a therapist, I do that and it works for me....... reply

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Laicka♡ 13 02,2025

i started feeling that way when i was 17. im 32 now and still feeling it stronger than ever. im still alive obviously but wanna die so bad im just too scared cos idk how to die painlessly if that's even possible lol reply

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Goddess Vlinder 13 02,2025

This post will probably not help you but I feel the same way. Not a day goes by when I don't think about suicide. I will be 30 this year and, just like you, I don't even remember when it started. Like you, I also have things I'm passionate about and there were times when I felt better or worse (like everyone else) but, for the most part, I have jus...... reply

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Huijin 13 02,2025

Have you been treated for or diagnosed with depression? I deal with the same exact issue and what helped me was getting on medication and therapy. There’s other treatments such as CBT, TMS and Ketamine infusions that can help with that overall feeling of wanting to die. But don’t get me wrong, a lot of the times suicidal ideation will still lin...... reply

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