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Everyone I cared of died in front of my eyes..
.They were killed....
And the killer was crying while smiling..
But the weirdest thing is she looks like me..

Another one:

I dreamed of everything I want, a dream house, a happy family but with different people, a love life, friends, everything I wished of. A perfect world... But the weird thing is I became obsessed with that, but every time I wake up I can't remember their faces. I slept almost everyday, it became my reality.. When I got home from school, I don't eat, I don't interact with anyone, I just sleep. That perfect dream was like telling me to live there... Some days I even thought of overdosing myself with sleeping pills so I can live there.

When I became contented and happy because I got friends and my family is kinda OK.. It dissapeared, I literally forgot about it but I had my journal with me... From today onwards I never dreamed that was the last....

But the strangest thing is that dream only happen when I was extremely depressed and I'm on the verge of losing everything. Dunno what the meaning was..