Worst feeling in the world

The worst feeling in the world is fighting for someone that will never do the same for you. Like you'd cross the ocean for them but they won't even jump over a puddle to get to you. They know that you'll fight for them and defend their honor yet they'll just sit back and watch you get humiliated by yourself.

During a previous seminar we had in class they decided to start an open forum that was simply meant for giving encouraging words and advices but you were also allowed to comment on the people that u didnt like and the reason why u didnt like them. (This happened back in 8th grade) Each person had to take turns standing in the middle of the circle and people who had faults with them would say it right to their face as they stood in the middle. When it was my turn, some guys decided it'd be funny to make some immature jokes directed at my appearance, which looking back at, wasn't something heart-wrenching and worth crying over but 8th grade me thought so otherwise. Tears were dripping from my face after they made those comments and I immediately looked at my 2 friends behind me just to see them looking at me while laughing. God knows how long I cried at night that day, I stopped going to school for like a few weeks and begged my parents to let me switch schools because I was so embarrassed.

The funny thing is that what those boys said didnt even matter to me at all, it was just the feelings I felt when I realized that in that moment, the only 2 people who I thought would be there for me was nowhere to be seen.