DOUBLE DREAM AND HOLY SHIT IT WAS CRAZY

I can't really remember it but I'll try my best, So I had this dream this year and HOLY SHIT it was chaotic, sad, and confusing at the same time??? So I went to bed pretty late because I was watching anime. So yeah, I finally tucked myself in my bed and slept, Moments later I woke up because I want to go to the bathroom. So I went outside my room and suddenly saw one of the dogs on the stairs and I was confused because he's supposed to guard outside and the doors were locked (don't worry he has a dog house). So went to him and picked him up, And I went outside, and all the horrific and crazy things started there: like my family dying one by one, scary murderous monsters, and all those crazy shits. after a few hours of running and screaming, I'd finally arrived on the bottom of the stairs which can lead to my room but it was stretched?? it was higher this time, so I ran fast to the top because something was chasing me and finally saw the end of the stairs, but the moment I got to the top the 'something' that chased me was suddenly in front of me and pushed me. I jolted up on my bed and heck I was REALLY sweaty and my eyes were heavy cuz of the crying and I was still crying btw. I was really thirsty and I was about to grab my water tumbler on my desk, AND HOLY MF SHIT, THERE WAS A MAN I REPEAT A M A N. BUT HE LOOKS SO YOUNG LIKE AROUND MY AGE BUT A YEAR OR TWO YEARS OLDER THAN MEEEE AND HE WAS GOOD LOOKING BTW KSKKSS AND HE WORE A TUX WITH A LONG COAT, AND I WAS PANICKING AND SCARED BECAUSE PEOPLE SAID OUR HOUSE WAS HAUNTED BECAUSE IT WAS BESIDE MY NEIGHBOR'S TONS OF MANGO TREES AND IT USED TO BE A RAILWAY FOR TRAINS LIKE EXACTLY ON OUR HOUSE BUT THE PROBLEM WAS, HE WAS A TALL FOREIGNER (he looks nothing like a local) AROUND 180CM I THINK?? BECAUSE HE WAS PALE WHITE WITH SHINY WAVY JET BLACK HAIR AND WITH BLUE EYESS AND A PERFECT FACE SHAPE AND NOSE AND HE HAS THE PERFECT THICK EYEBROWS (but i ain't no simp) HE WAS PERFECTT?? LIKE EVERYWHERE??? lemme repeat im not a simp but boi he was gorgeous. enough with this man and lets get back to the story, The moment I saw this man i froze and hesitated whether I should grab my scissors on my desk because I was scared thet he might attack me (so I was REALLY confused because why would a foreigner ghost like him end up here, so I thought maybe he was a man during the colonization era??? idk) I finally made up my mind and grabbed my scissors on my desk for self-defense, And when I looked at him (he was gazing through my window from the start btw) I stopped?? idk my body was suddenly frozen at its own, And I looked at him he looks sad?? he doesn't look hostile btw and I felt like I knew him for a long time??? he has that friendly vibes you know. AND HE FINALLY TURNED HIS GAZE ON ME AND I WAS SCREAMINGGG BUT I CANT SCREAMMM SO I WAS SCREAMINGG INTERNALLYYYYYY ANDD HE DOESN'T LOOK SAD ANYMOREE?? LIKE YALL HE FUCKING SMILED SINCERELY YALL LIKE HE SMILEDDDDDDD NOT CREEPY BUT GENTLEEEE LIKE HE WAS GLAD AND HAPPY TO SEE ME AND I WAS UTTERLY CONFUSED AND INTERNALLY SCREAMINGG. SOO he walked slowly to me and kneeled his one knee on the ground and gently grabbed my hand AND KISSED ITTT YALLL I----- HE KISSED THE BACK OF MY HAND THIS MF KISSED ITTTTTTT AND IT FELT SOOO REALLLLL. AND WHOOSHHHH MY ROOM WAS FADING BUTTERFLIESS AND I WAS IN A WHITE VINTAGE DRESS THAT WENT DOWN ON MY KNEES AND MY HAIR WAS DIFFERENT?? I WAS REALLLLYYYYYY CONFUSED AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME??? LIKE HOW??? AND SUDDENLY MY BODY AND THE MAN BOWED AT EACH OTHER, AND WE WERE DANCINGGG LIKE WALTZ DANCINGGG AND THERE WAS MUSIC??? I WAS LIKE 'HOLD UP BRO HOW CAN I DANCE THIS??? LIKE IM NOT A DANCER AND YET IT WASNT OUR NATIONAL DANCE' BUT STILL, I CANNOT SPEAK. I looked around my fucking surroundings it was pitch black WE WERE DANCING AND FLOATINGGGG AND I LOOKED AT HIM AND BOI, he was smiling yall like genuine and happy smile and we were twirling (my body was moving on its own yallll like i--) AND FINALLYYYYY HE SPOKEEEE FOR THE FIRST TIMEEEEE LIKE I THOUGHT HE WAS A MAN WITH NO WORDSSSSS. HE SAIDDD
"My Love.." AND HE SMILEDD YALLLLL-- LIKE WHO???? ME???? YOUR LOVE??? LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW YOUU AND I WAS SUDDENLY FLATTERED AND HAPPYY??? MY HEART WENT BADUMP??? LIKE BROOOOO HOWWW???? AND WHO IS THIS MANNNN AND AFTER TWIRLING AND THOSE FOOTWORKS MOMENTS I SUDDENLY GOTTEN USED TO HIM??? AND I WAS ACTUALLY HAPPY YALL LIKE I'VE GOT TO EXPERIENCE THIS BUT BROOOO I WAS STILL CONFUSED. AND THE MUSIC FINALLY REACHED ITS END AND WE STOPPED. AND YALLL HE CARESSED MY CHEEK AND HE SOFTLY KISSED MY FOREHEAD AND EYELID I---- HDBAJFBVLKERBEKJGKEBGLB YALLLLLLLLLL ICANT-- HOW CAN A MAN I DONT KNOW CAN MAKE MY HEART GO BADUMP BADUMP AND FEELS SOOO REAL I----- AND I WAS ACTUALLY HAPPY AND BLUSHING TBH LIKE I NEED A MAN LIKE HIM BROO but not all happiness last long yalllll guess motherfucking what i FUCKING SAW THAT 'SOMETHING' behind him YES THAT 'SOMETHING'. THE 'SOMETHING' WHO PUSHED ME ON THE STAIRS ON MY FIRST DREAM, AND GUESS WHAT HE WAS HOLDING A GUNNNNNNNN ANDDDDD HHHEEEE SHOTTTT THEEEEE MAANNNNNN AND HE WASSSS BLEEEDING LIKE HELLLLLL AND I WAS CRYINGGGG AND FINALLY YALLL MY LIPS STARTED TO MOVE ON ITS OWNN AND SCREAMED "VINCENT!!!" I----- I WAS CRYING TOO TBH BUT WHOS VINCENT??? I KNOW THIS MAN'S NAME WAS VINCENT BUT WHO IS HE LIKE IDK HIMM???????? AND I WAS CRYING SO HARDDD AND HE TOUCHED MY CHEEK AND WIPED MY TEARS AWAY ANDD SAID. "Dont cry my darling...it'll destroy your beautiful face". MANNNNNNNN THE FEEELS HOW CAN HE SAY SOMETHING SO SMOOTH WHEN HE'S FUCKING DYING AND YALL I ACTUALLY SAID SMTH THIS MOMENT BUT I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHINGGG BUT AFTERWARDS ALL I CAN REMEMBER WAS HE WAS FADING THE SOMETHING WAS GONE TOO AND I WAS FALLING?? i thinkkk??? and i woke up on my real bed like i was morning already and bro let me tell you THAT DREAM FEELS NOSTALGIC AND LITTLE DID I KNOW I WAS CRYING like tears were falling on my cheeks.
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so yeah thats it skkskssksksk i know yall be thinking like it doesn't feel real but lemme tell you IT WAS REAL THAT DREAM FELT SO REALLL LIKE I CANTTT AND WHEN REMEMBER THAT MAN I FEEL SAD? IT FEELS LIKE I KNEW HIM FOR A VERY LONG TIME BUT I CANT REMEMBER?????? KSKSKSKS SO THATS IT YALL I THINK IT WAS MY PAST LIFE BUT LOOKS TOO FOREIGN AND IM CURRENTLY ASIAN SKSKSKKSSK ANYAWAYS THATS IT. sorry if it's too longggg.