discord bf loll

my first bf was this 18 year old guy i net when I was 13. we met through a amv youtube channel's server. i didn't particularly like him that way I was just attention starved lol. we broke up in less than a month when the other older kids found out and told him to stop (thank goodness). l was a little sad about it but got over it after a while. I would date anyone who said they liked me and had 2-3 relationships after that one of which was with a 15-16 year old guy who would fatshame me everyday and I eventually ghosted him and everyone else out of fear that they would do the same if they knew what i looked like. finally deleted my account and touched some grass lol. ig it all worked out for the better cos I started socializing irl more and changed my personality a whole lot.