sorry for ranting here again but i don't have anyone or anywhere else to rant
im tired of this syllabus. my marks won't ever improve, it's been downhill for a few months and despite giving my 100% they keep going down. i have an exam tomorrow, and i already did some revision work a few days ago but I don't even wanna look at my books right now. had class today but I don't wanna look at the coursework we completed today. i don't wanna do anything except sleep this winter, i give up on this stupid medical entrance exam and any other entrance exam i end up signing up for. i was not made for greatness, i give up on my notion of me being different and intelligent, I'm average and i have come to accept it. i will never end up doing something extraordinary/life changing related to the subjects i like, i am now willing to compromise to end up being a middle school science teacher. fuck this shit
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yeah no same here. i'm studying but nothing is entering my brain. esp biology, it just feels like i'm stuffing in info. i haven't even touched chemistry. physics is somehow the only thing i'm doing ok in. i'm giving up. if i don't get med seat, then i'll just apply to some random uni cuz i took a backup exam and got decent marks.
if you don't mind me asking, what backup exam did you take? because im looking for stuff, but there's iat and nest and idk if I'm even qualified enough to clear those
Yeah I took the sats last year and got a decent score.