cried about initial assessment

Lterally everyone told me this was normal, genuinely thought of making use of my emergency rope (FOR EMERGENCIES)

after a talk with my prof (showed me I was heading for failure if I didn't lock in), I just looked uo the ceiling as soon as I left the office because I was tearing up.

tears still rolled down when I met up with my friends though, and I felt like I was raining on their parade cause they were celebrating when they left the prof's office. Someone offered me a juice bottle which I didn't even pay attention to cause I was too busy looking up at the ceiling trying to stop my tears. one of them cheered me up and told me I can totally pick it back up and kept saying "trust me" which made me tear up more.

I was just sniffling that whole day and my friend played games with me to cheer me up, and everytime he'd mention anything like "just trust me" (on the stategy game we played), I'd start tearing up again.

He was right though cause I was able to pick it back up and managed to pass. Months have already gone by and i was really pathetic back then