Yall ever just stop and appreciate life for once?

That's what happened to me yesterday, i decided to finally cope with my grief in a healthy way and accepted it. I realised i've been too focused on the negatives and just wanting and wanting help that I was like... "Wait he wouldn't have want this." and I slapped myself to snap. I questioned my life decisions for a sec and holy crap Im just a dumbass. Im deciding to change and like be honest with important from now on instead of trying to make ppl feel better with a white lie.

I love him alot but i have to move on with life and that's okay because it doesn't mean im abandoning him or something. He would have liked it if I moved on and try to become a better person. Admit my mistakes. Be the bigger person no matter what and don't let anger come get you. Who cares if people don't believe you? You know the truth! and thats what matters.

Life is too short to focus on negative things, make sure to try to find something you can be happy with. Do good things.