how my dad found out i read yaoi

the first time he found out was when i wasn't being cautious and i accidentally left my tab open when i was reading yaoi... I. WAS. SO. FUCKING. STUPID. ARGHHHHH. this was around when i was like.. maybe 12-13?

anyway, so he found out about it and was a bit disgusted. but, he told me that he didnt care if i read it in the future, he just didnt want me to read when i was so young. i understood where he was coming from. he just wants me to understand the different between fantasy and reality, and that this is not how sex and stuff revolving around yaoi mostly works. *stating that most of it is fantasy themed, ya know.

uh, he still caught me many times after that and started getting really pissed. i feel kinda bad for not listening. as for my mom, she would actually kill me if she found out.. lets hope that doesnt happen.

since i got older, i found out more ways on how to hide the fact that im still a major fujoshi, and my dad actually started believing that i really stopped. i still feel bad for deceiving him. but uh, yea. i will say, if you are young, and reading yaoi, i would advise to wait just a few more years. i cant stop you, but as long as you can at least know the difference between fantasy and reality, i think its ok for the most part...