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i rlly can't go on living anymore like this i pretend to be fine but im rlly not, ive been hooking with randos just to get over him and distract myself from his passing. its painful. i tried to kms today but i couldnt do it cus what if i just survive and my friends get so tired of me? i mean thats what happened to him- he did it so much his friends no longer cared for him. They hate him. They deny his existence. They block him out and it just makes me upset cus those ppl were the only one who knew him truly. Before i met him, they knew him. He didnt have a nice life irl bec he was so timid and shy and weak. he was such a lonely person and the only one he had was me and his online friends. Whom he lost cus i was selfishly inlove w/ him.

tldr: i just dont know i dont rlly feel like living anymore. Life's so boring, time passes so slow and most important of all life so empty now.

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Rion 6 days

find hobbies to distract yourself. Eventually those distractions will turn into enjoyment. I’ve dealt with grief of one of the most important people I’ve met by distracting myself through everything. Little things, you could try a sport, I’ve tried cooking, baking, chess, running, rock climbing. There’s endless things and it’ll keep you ...... 2 reply

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WildCat 6 days

Well, I can't say much because i don't know what you're experienced and feels at the moment so i will just tell you what i did when I'm at the lowest and what makes me manage to bounce back from the edge of giving up on life. I just fucking love my self, after a while i stop thinking entirely, life felt empty for a long time but after my soul fill...... 1 reply

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Hajun is a soft top 6 days

i hope lifes okay for you in another world if this one's too painful for you. reply

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freshavocado 6 days

idk seems like you're going through some hard stuff rn, no wonder life feels so empty i just hope you get to process everything that's happening even if it takes time, sounds like you could really use some rest rn reply

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Cookiedough567 6 days

I never experienced losing a partner but I experienced losing a loved one and it hurts so bad. I can’t say I truly no what you feel but life gets so bad sometimes and all you can do is keep going forward and after while it’s worth it. The completely boring moments to the sad ones and eventually the really happy ones. Grief is not linear it’s ...... reply

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