Move on is the hardest thing ever

I've been liking this dude for about 7-8 years already. When I want to confessed he won't be around, then he pop up out of nowhere when I already have up on him.

Years past on, he contacted me. We talked through phone calls for 2-3 hours. Then all the sudden he stopped.

With a pushed from my friends, I confessed. I didn't expect anything as returned, I just need to let this feeling out of my body. However at the same time I also expect that he will confess back to me.

I cry when he said that he want to focus on working (rejection but in other words haha) and don't want to be in love.

As for now we still friends but we sort of being awkward with one another.

Till this day I try to move on.. And it is hard.. Hohoh