cause holy fuck idk if its cus of my depression this year or maybe im just becoming dumber. My grades are becoming abit worse from 1.0-1.5 (A++ and A+ to you guys) to 2.25 which is idk a c which is like almost an F but ur 2 steps almost there. Im going to lose my scholarship atp cus i need grades of 1.50-2.00 atleast. LIKE NOOO IM STAR PLEASE IM A STARRR like ugh i recently lose my seat in the student council cus i wasn't doing my duties and im just lucky one of the org leader im in is my bsf and she's fighting for me to not be terminated. This is my flop era i swear but i dont even have the energy to go back up bec man the professors are crap like they're putting me as absent bec i cant webcam WHEN ITS FUCKING BROKEN like even if i want to i can't. DEAR TEACHER. I hate online classes cus the equipment i have are all broken and i dont have the money to buy new ones because then im too busy buying school materials for my major. Even with scholarship money and side jobs i barely live by. Why do i have to suffer so much just to get a job? like why must i spend 4 years in this course just for me to teach language to children. Fuck you only the thing u need to become president in this country is to "be able to read" or wtv like even if with criminal records you can have a damn political position.
