I had abortions before but losing my child in a bad way hurts. I was so stressed abt life that it had impacted my overall physical health because i do SH and i mourn for my unborn child even if i kind of didn't want it but still losing it by accident? by stress? i feel... depressed. I was about to give her names and buy baby outfits because i had friends who supported me and said they'd be good aunts and uncles.
