aw hell no my sibling knows i read this shit

i’m sitting on the toilet (still fucking am) when my sister RANDOMLY FUCKING BRINGS UP that she sees shit on my phone when i fall asleep aka all the bl i be reading. she called it “devious” cuz i be reading s e x and sometimes really bad shit aw hellllll nooooo fucking kms im constipated now ive lost all feeling to poop fuck me dude fucking kill me. what the hell do i do. i know i have a really bad addiction (not just to bl cough u can fucking guess) but yeah xd this is so embarrassing and shameful it’s so fucking taboo fuck me oh god kill me