This is so embarrassing but I HAVE to know that this is NOT an original experience. I grew up in a very strict and religious house so there was ALOT of media supervision and everything. Sooo, I didn't have ANY idea about sex or even KISSING. Till the age of 14, I didn't know what masturbation was (AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH) so like......I umm used to uhhh masturbate whenever. Literally WHENEVER. (Like through clothes) Because I thought that it's just something that one can do and it's normal.. In some of my cousin's houses they used to have this shower hoses and I used to use them and well ofcourse people can hear the running shower (my older cousins would knock to stop the shower and all) When I was 6 or 7, used to sleep in the same bed as my parents.......and well......you know. Parents were like, are you feeling cold? Why are you vibrating????AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH. No one told me ANYTHING and I thought ok maybe they didn't notice but someone I know recently told me that THEY KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING AND THEY DID HAVE A CLUE AND I WAS LIKE WTHHHHH. YOU ARE LIKE MY BROTHER AND HE WAS LIKE THINK OF HOW WEIRD IT WAS FOR US. YOU ARE LIKE MY SISTER. HE SAID 'US'????? WHO'S 'US'??? SO EVERYONE KNEW?????? AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH. WANNA SPEED RUN LIFE STRAIGHT TO DEATH ATP.
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Ngl i don't know masturbation until i got here. So whenever what day what location is, I would masturbate my Dick because it feels so good, now i masturbate when no one is around cuz its embarassing
Omg the fact that I use to do this
Whenever I feel like it I would use a pillow and do whatever I was doing
I was around 7 or 8 at that time when I was supposed to take a afternoon nap and I had the urge to do THAT
BUT THEN MY MOM SAW ME AND I IMMEDIATELY PRETENDED TO SLEEP cuz I thought she was mad I wasn't sleeping but she sat me down and talked to me
About masterbation and I was pretty young so I didn't know wtf that was and I just cried Infront of her
After that incident I just stopped doing that and completely forgot that experience UNTIL I READ THIS
your a tough soldier fr i would've gone no contact so fast
wait what, you were masturbating at 6-7yr of age??
Well..that's not very relatable but I'll mention u in my prayers tn (⊙…⊙ )
U got an original experience sis
uh damn, but DAMN. happens to the best of us ig? but DAYUM. hard to live with that one