I think highly of the word friend or am i just apathetic little bitch?
I have someone who i always talk to for about a year now or more, i like being with her but if someone gonna ask me "is she your friend?", i might say "yes" because we have been talking for a year now, but to me i feel like wanting to say "no" because i don't feel something new if she's there or not. Its like she is someone i usually talk with, but i only gave her a piece of me. Which is kinda stupid of me, i dont understand how people can say they are friend with someone even though they only talk for 3 weeks or less. I would likely to say to someone they are my friend, if im comfortably talk with everything, like they Pierce through me. They can see everything i want to hide. I dont understand.
Im probably the problem lmao
But i don't like saying they are my friend feels like stupid title that i want to say to someone without feeling awkward or anything
what if yall have abandonment issues? if someone is not your 'friend' it's easier to get over them in case they leave. it's like you are preparing to be abandoned so you are not getting too close to them in advance
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