Where everyone around me was happy and healthy, just doing picnic and video games then i remember they're not here anymore. I lost alot of people this year and it was really hard for me to grieve, it was so much more harder when my s/o died then my bsf due to cancer. I was in this fake reality for while where everyone i lost this year was alive til...... reply
I had a dream (I thought it was real) where I was invited to go to a friend's house with another friend, I got a house tour, we talked, play games but then I realized something, this is not pissible, I'll never be as close to this girl as I wish I was and I woke up extremely disappointed and forced to remember it.
I think I'm a lil lonely idk gang...... reply
