Hoe can I get rid of my gayness??
Y'all so this past years I've been really gay(idk how that happened) but I've fallen Inlove to that one girl but I kept doing shitty things like embarrassing myself in front of her suddenly looking into her eyes everywhere she goes and idk y'all I just really wanna go back to how I was before y'know not liking anyone and just focusing on being happy and having fun but now that I've like someone it feels like I haven't been myself at all and idk y'all I've been stressed like shit these dayss and I just can't help thinking if I should confess to her cuz next year is gonna be her last year at my school but I also don't wanna embarrass myself and no matter how much I say to myself "nah I don't like her anymore" she would randomly appear Infront of me and then my heart would start doing some tango dancing shit and I would burn up for no reason I'd start to sweat to the point that I might need to take a bath
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I feel like you should be just honest with yourself here and it is fine to like someone. you could def confess to her, but you know if ya feel if that aint the best thing you to do or she would have a negative reaction then maybe dont, but yk be honest with yourself. ive had similar situations ive mostly forgotten about them by now, but theyre still in my life and are very much contactable, so maybe try being friends with her if thats possible so you can still contact her, but i think confessing as being honest to her even about your feelings, is fine, whats the worst thing that could happen?
She's a snob that's why I can't befriend her and she's also 1 year older than me soo yeah