How do you deal with the hatred for yourself?

I try to forget about it. Spending time away from my parents helps keep my mind off of it. But then my mom tells me she will never accept me and that I will go to hell if I dont live my life the way she says I should. I dont deal with it, theres nothing I can do at this point. I know theres nothing wrong with me, but I cant help hating myself   1 reply