It still bothers me to this day that a guy i just helped like in 2017 would soon end up in jail and im so disappointed. He was like known by my friends, he was the one that made me trust them and be comfy with them but as i trusted them and wanted them more and relied on them more i think he got jealous and insecure i would leave him for them. Fast forward he was more controlling and is super jealous telling me to quit that stupid app or else i'll regret it. I didn't. I was so upset he wanted me to choose and so he decided to make me jealous by getting with another girl. ofc i broke up with him and he came up with these stupid excuses on how the girl forced him or something. I decided to leave the town and I blocked him but he made so many alts just to contact me. He never stopped for 2 years and that made it hard for me to get over him and tbh i agreed to a relationship to get over him but i didn't. When I moved back for money reasons thats when from harassment thru chats became harassment irl and forcing. He told me years ago he would protect me from men like those just for him to be those same guys. I still love him but how could he do that. idk what am i even feeling here.
That's not love that's just you trying to cope with the pain of seeing someone change. You love the version of them that treated you good but that's no longer there and honestly you should stop thinking about him and think of yourself. reply
