cancer is so cruel

I have been crying my eyes out for past these two days because of my dog being put down i knew she gonna be put down because i repeatedly argued with my parents with the idea of it because she was SUFFERING horribly literally she couldn’t even climb up the stairs or down past these weeks it broke my heart. So my mom agreed and then my father needed to set a day for the put down but no one told me LITERALLY NO ONE even tho half them knew and were called on the day before me. I really wish i stayed home that day and never went to college. Like i get it it was for a good reason but I STILL MISS HER life changed after the day mornings got boring and super depressing, coming back from work or college became boring and depressing. Going to supermarket thru or even seeing the park i used to take her literally broke me so badly came back yesterday uncontrollably crying. Other dogs aka her sons became so quiet and clearly not in the mood for play or anything. So in short cancer sucks and i hope ppl find out the cure for cancer in people and animals. Can’t even add crying photo because it doesn’t even feel right i will just add the photo where she used lay in my bed and wait for me to come to bed