Chat is it normal to have a part of you that just wants you to be fucking miserable

yes it is called self sabotage. i am an expert. doing it now   2 reply

^__^ yes!!   reply

uh yeah i was born miserable ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~   reply

no its not. get therapy   reply

It's completely normal. After all that part makes up my whole personality ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ (I wish I was joking)   reply

this started w me like three yrs ago, i started reading tragic shit all the time n started intentionally having crushes on ppl i know they'd never love me back at all, and fantasized about the saddest and most depressing shit that could ever happen to me and forcing myself to cry, now i'm trying to stop this cuz it's become tiring but i know it's a......   reply