of course so i can end up on a true crime youtube channel with them promoting their merch and patreon in the midst of the video while they do a grwm and mukbang 1 reply
Not exactly wanting to but more like intrusive thoughts turning into a scenario in my head.
Like looking out the window on the bus and suddenly imagining getting into a horrific accident
Or like when I'm the rooftop at uni and looking down imagining falling down and dying
But I don't have those thoughts very often reply
it's not like I want to but sometimes my brain imagines it. but that not going just for death, I imagine stuff that I fucking hate soooooooo much, for example, I hate slugs, like I hate them, I hate their sloppy body, I hate how big they can be, I hate that they don't have a shell, I hate how they are wet, I hate how they crawl, and they just look...... reply
Yes! I would love to be stabbed repeatedly just under my chest like the knife is making love to me, so all the guilt leaks out of the wound before I die (=・ω・=) 1 reply
no, i like spectacle more than gruesomeness;; like, smashing my skull in a roller coaster accident in front of a group of amusement park goers is WAY cooler than having my limbs mutilated and intestines strung out by some loser serial killer where my only audience is his basement rats nibbling at my rotting flesh reply