I almost offed myself once because I convinced myself this reality was fake, and I thought doing it would let me go through a really big colorful door into another world with a lot of cool friends who would play with me forever
Should I talk to a doctor or no? Personally I don’t think so
I do rec going to a doctor honestly. Talking to a professional is much more helpful on anyone on here. Or honestly your goal right now is pushing to live another 5min every 5 min. reply
