I'm gonna cry because of embarrassment

So we were cleaning outside and like we were finish then me and my other friend decided to hey let's go jump over that pillar
And so we did my first friend was a succes but then it was my turn gues what I was about to jump when I fucking lose my godamnnn balance and like there's a lot of people too because they were practicing a dance and like gues what when I fall I remembered that the class infront of it was my crush classroom and after that I just wanna go jump off a cliff because it was hella embarrassing