Have hope!

Hi, guys. I want to say that I feel all of you guys who are going through this. I know that things might seem really bad now. It was like that for a few years for me too and I seriously did think that life was never going to get any better. I was steadfast in this belief and I was so depressed that I had to be sent to the psych ward, and then after to residential. I can’t say that those helped me. Although, I am really sure that if I had the want to get better, they would’ve been an incredible help. I find that when people are going through depression, they want comfort, and they can only get that comfort from the knowledge that they will always have their sadness to fall back on. I didn’t want to get better for a long time, it was all I knew for a while so it was comforting. It was at a time I had nothing going on for me. But once I realized that nobody was coming to save me, as depressing as that sounds, that helped me. I could’ve let it consume me and let it take me from here. But then I would’ve missed out on how beautiful life can be once I got better. And it is so, so worth it. The comforting feeling knowing that I am the love of my life is so much better then the comforting feeling of worthlessness and despair. Please don’t let life pass you by. I love you so much and you really can do anything you believe you can do. Please don’t give up hope.