life not working out too well again...

man... some random person decided to talk about my personal lore to people here and said im a cheater and thats why my bf left when it was for a different reason. i was SA'd and gaslighted myself to "wanting" it but i dont even want to argue anymore. Then the abuser decided to come harass again while at the same time your ex-friends ruin your only place to have connection with online people again but they wont let you because they will talk these stuff such as ur private life. Can't a dead man just get some rest already.