This is goodbye to those ex-friends.

im finally moving on yay! but i want my last letter written.

You guys were good friends to me, however with or without hid influence on me. I knew our friendship wasn't healthy mainly because of my mental health. You had to walk on eggshells and that obviously sucks. Though, i don't like that I didn't feel heard nor unferstood with you guys. I understand your words to me but i don't think you truly get me. Your thinking are shallow and have no empathy. It took me for you guys to even give a member a chance. I remember being afraid you guys wont ever like me cus yall were against it and I let them back and due to that fear i started to doubt myself on forgiving the member. Still that same member proved to me they changed and now im the worst person ever. breaks my heart now that the roles switched. then realising i wont ever be forgiven hurts bec i forgave you guys even if it took on my mental health so badly, this what you mean by "eggshells" but i need to let you know it wasnt that. I felt like a constant bad person around you guys and that oh youll tell all our friends about it and go have your 2nd server and you did. That itself is what broke me. What made me want to end it because in my pov, i have lost everything. Friends and the "safe zone." for you guys. its about losing you never about the fights.