Would 2021 you be proud of 2024 you right now?

Personally he'd say "what the fuck happened" to me and probably beat the living shit out of me for letting things get this bad. I miss 2021 me... Where he's still shy to make friends online and didn't have traumas from his korean boyfriend and just had a life outside. He had a dream and that dream was to get a man that's rich to marry
but he fumbled that badly. That man now wants some other man and I'm here proving myself to him to remain friends atleast.

I think he'd be seriously disappointed that I let things turned out this way cus dang everyone now throwing shade at each other?? Usually it's horny jokes like phone sex or arguing who has the biggest dick even tho none of us had even one. Now ts just hating and being proud ppl no longer friends but 2021 us is seriously just vibing. At least I found my safe place for awhile tbh I'm proud I survived. I have the old friends to thank but who am I right now 2024 to say that? I just try rn to be better. 2021 is still part of me telling me not to give up and give kindness to random strangers and to never back down never give up FR