I NEED TO RANT IM SO SORRY

BUT I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS, I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK ABOUT THIS TO. YALL DON’T GOTTA REPLY BUT I’M ACTUALLY CRYING.
THE FUCKING NEW CHAPTER OF THE RAINBOW CITY RAWS ALSO SPOILERS. WHY DOES MY BABY HAVE TO SUFFER SO MCH ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR. I KNOW I READ THE NOVEL NUT SEEING THIS SCENE IN THE MANHWA BROKE ME. THE
“There’s no one in this world that’s on my side now” AFTER HE GOT NEWS HIS MOTHER PASSED AWAY. FIRST HIS MOM THEN DR.OH. NO ONE STAYED WITH HIM. NO ONE UNDERSTOOD HIM AMD JUST THOUGHT HE WAS AN IDIOT BECAUSE HE DOESN’T SHOW EMOTIONS AND IS SLOW TO BASIC THINGS. PEOPLE AT THE LEARNING CENTER EVEN MADE FUN OF HIM FOR NOT HAVING A DAD WHEN HIS REAL DAD IS A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. AND BEFORE MAJOR KWAK ALL BABY DID WAS SUFFER IN LONELINESS. EVEN AFTER HE SAVED HUMANITY, FOR 5 MONTHS ALL HE DID WAS SUFFER. LITERALLY NO ONE TRULY CARED FOR HIM, WHY. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO SUFFER SO BADLY WHEN HE DID NOTHING WRONG. AFTER THIS, HES ONLY GOING TO SUFFER MORE BECAUSE PLOT. MY NOSE IS RUNNING AS IM TYPING HIS, IT HITS SO HARD ESPECIALLY AFTER READING THE NOVEL I REALLY CAN’T. HIS FACE WHEN HE FINDS OUT THE ONLY PERSON THAT REALLY UNDERSTOOD HIM AND LOVED HIM IS DEAD, I REALLY CAN’T. I JUST CAN’T, RAINBOSSI IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME HAPPY BUT ALL I FEEL IS FUCKING PAIN. HE DIDN’T DESERVE ANY OF THIS. IM BEGGING THE ML TO LOVE AND CHERISH HIM (he does) BUT STILL, IT HURTS SO BAD. Phew okay I think I’m done….typing….crying? Nope I’m still crying

There’s literally no one I can talk to about this I got crippling depression after this