I just don't wanna feel alone in having experienced this
I did something embarrassing once in high school and it just makes me feel so guilty for no reason.
people used to talk about crushes all the time back then, I had none because im aro-spec (which i didn't know back then). so, everytime one of my friends asked me, i lied. lied to 3 of my friends, made up non existent crushes on the first guy friend that came to mind.
I'm no longer in contact with 2 of the friends i lied to, and 2 of the guy friends i lied about. but my sibling is still friends with one of those guy friends, and whenever we meet i feel so guilty about having lied on bro's name like that
it also doesn't help that I'm lesbian, so all of that was just comphet.
have any of you guys done something similar? maybe because of comphet, maybe because of fomo, i just wanna know because i know no other person who's had to lie about this
I once made up an entire family member to feel less lonely. And this went on for years from elementary to middle school.
Like he was my older cousin and for some reason he was living with me and we'd do homework together and he'd help me with it. He would also talk to me about all my internal family affairs that I couldn't speak to other people ab......
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