OMG OMG OKAY SO CUTE GUY IN MY CLASS!!

At first I didn’t find him interesting lol. I just thought he was a basic, white, fuckboy cuz yknow the majority of the people he hangs out with are players so I didn’t really pay attention to him. Then one day a friend of mine mentioned how there’s this girl that’s OBSESSED over him and my friend asked me if I thought he was cute. I told her yeah sure because I’m not gonna lie about someone’s looks. After that day, I couldn’t stop thinking about that girl who was obsessed with him and really questioned myself and was like “Is he really all that?” (Btw I’m not typically into white boys so that’s why I didn’t find him attractive but some of yall might find him HOT…I do now.) So the day after that when we were in class I decided to take a peek at him…Yall when I did me and this kid looked dead in the eyes…OMGJFJFJDUEIWIXIEJJDJDJD AHHHHHHHHH!!! I regret looking at him tho because I looked so STUPID AFTERWARDS! I turned SO FUCKING QUICKLY AND MY FACE TURNED RED LIKE YOU COULD SEE THE PANIC IN ME RISING!! AND I ALSO KINDA SMILED /LAUGHED WHICH PROBABLY MADE ME LOOK STUPID BUT THAT’S WHY I STARTED LAUGHING!! CUZ I KNEW I LOOKED DUMB (my friend told me…she saw the whole thing.) Yall my heart quite literally LEAPT out of my chest. Anyways, next day back in class again and this time I just wanna go home cuz of the embarrassment I felt the day before. We were still in the middle of class tho and I couldn’t do shit except do my work. So I turned to my neighbor to ask them a question and when I did…yall tell me why this man was staring at me…AND QUICKLY WHIPPED HIS HEAD AWAY!?!? IDK WHAT HE DID TO ME BUT AFTER THAT WEEK I HAVEN’T STOPPED THINKING ANOUT THOSE MOMENTS! THEY’RE ON REPLAY IN MY HEAD Save me yall…