Am i weird for thinking this?

Okay so uhm I know this site is for everyone to use and its not that I own it and other ppl shouldn't be allowed to use it but the ppl who cut me off months ago are suddenly starting to use this even though they were never active before here and it bothers me bec i vent about our drama here since some ppl give advices/comfort which rlly help me out alot since I lost my safe place to vent.

I don't like to be around them tbh even though like I badly want them back in my life cus I want my friends back :( but still not this way. It's just when I found something to be comfy with and like move on from them and I suddenly see all of them answering in forums when they have their own server to chat with ppl but they're like here suddenly giving updates and etc for some reason. It's making it harder for me to rlly move on.