Wasting time on smut
Y'all ever regret spending time on looking for sexual relief?
This sounds so weird phrased that way lol. But I just hate when I get this very specific idea to get off to and then I spend hours on trying to get that. E.g. a specific trope to read about, a game to play or just spending a long time to get to that point. Afterwards i always regret wasting my time with that.
I originally wanted to read my book because I'll be busy af this weekend and actually wanted to finish it soon.... I wasted three hours of my life just because I got sudden urges and I had been looking forward to this evening all week because I thought I would finally get to read.
Anyone else feel like this sometimes?
Yes and for some reason i even find that the day after I give in to these urges, I have a bad day for some reason. Like something just goes really wrong or I'm in a bad mood. And I have this guilt.
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04 10,2024
