I lied put ur clothes back on let's about my discord server lore pt. 1
I had a server of over 400 members, I was mainly in another server till they deleted it for a bet lol. This was unintentional, I did not know how to manage a server so I made random ppl who seem more responsible than me mod/admins.
I was managing this server with my bestie who ghosted me, and tbh realising now everyone just took pity on me cus of my shitty life and boom friends some reason. Ngl I got closer with some ppl there cus there was this gc made about me and my bf and some other members. It mainly talked about how my coma/r@pe trauma wasn't real and how I was cat fishing... which to be fair I lowkey was... I photoshopped my face into someone's body cus I was ashamed of mine.
These sweet ppl btw named Senie (altered names) and Frueki exposed those ppl to me and for some reason my bf at that time kept saying to me they can't be trusted and is probably backstabbing me in the back and flash forward I dumped that mf lmfao and I eventually took care of the lies thing cus everyone apologised and see the real jerk was my ex-bf.
I don't remember but I guess I found out more about horrible members? Which oh my god... There was this member who kept asking me if they can come back and i had to say no cus they hurt my friends feelings and like that was horrible! Then let's just say overtime I got scared of these possible bad members and making sure ppl were comfy till oh I'm now one bad member.
I honestly don't know how I got there like the old me wanted to make sure they're alright and stuff... I was REALLY REALLY insecure of my members being sad/hurt cus of me and stuff like I sometimes deleted convos so dramas stop and I'm frustrated with them alot. ヽ(`Д´)ノ
My instinctual hatred of discord mods might cloud my judgement, but discord drama doesn't really matter unless you let it matter.
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