Genuinely curious, what's the one thing that keeps you alive or your reason to live ?

My laziness fs. Idk tbh I'm not even scared of all that heaven and hell shit I been thinkin they jus a manmade concept so humans act according to the so called law that is also created by humans. And if I wanna die jd trolly choose somewhere where my body ain't gonna be found cause being buried underground and not free is just suffocating. Having m......   reply

I don't want my parents to waste money on my funeral and the money they spent on me like food and education and also thinking about their pain of seeing their child going in the coffin first before them   reply

my best friend. she sends me a link to 'don't try suicide' by queen everytime i say i genuinely want to kill myself. also the fact that it'll eventually get better, even if only for a little while.   reply

tbh I'm still wondering... idk I just can't kill myself yet maybe I just don't have the courage to do it, it's like I'm always looking for a distraction and It feels horrible to know that.   1 reply

i like living. morning walks, music, coffee, reading, painting etc. i wouldn't say i'm glad that i was born but in general i like the experience. if someone told me i'm dying tomorrow i'd be pretty bummed out   3 reply

Seeing other people happy is very wholesome to me   reply

My sibling. They are the only person in the world that has been there for me. I’m queer, very mentally ill (in an abusive household) and would have offed myself years ago if it wasn’t for them. Now I’m moving out of that place and getting my own place. I’m alive to do that because of my sibling.   reply